rikusannn

why am i not happy with my life even though i’m loved by my family? i feel like i can’t do my job properly. it’s frustrating to work as a content creator when it’s the only thing i know how to do. people say “learn a new skill,” but honestly… what skill? my brain feels tired before i even start. sometimes i just want to disappear somewhere quiet. away from expectations, deadlines, and things that constantly drain my energy. the saddest part is… this used to be my hobby. now it just feels exhausting. and yeah, my english is broken. but whatever.

why i am not happy with my life even though i am loved by family?, i just feels like i can't do my job properly. it is frustating to work as a content creator but it's all i can do. i don't know how to gain money beside being content creator. learn new skill? what skill? feels like i wanna go to somewhere quiet. i hate everything that consumes my energy like this. it was my hobby but now it is very frustating. *also fuck my english, lol. it's broken. y'all know that.